Monday, August 31, 2009

only god noes how i feel.
only god hears im crying.
hais.

watched bandslam with nadhirah and saniyah.
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watched imagine that online.
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went ion orchard with dear ytd.
its so WOW~
(:

its really great having you by my side.
sorry for my stubborn temper.
=x

another 6days to our great day.
(:

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

acc dear to ICA and jurong medical centre today.

watched another movie online.

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the hangover.
=DD

how i wish he was hearing to 933 last night.
wat chong qing said was so true.
sometimes small little things he did or said does hurt me.
but he dont realised.
shld i tell him?
but even if i tell him.
he will say im just too over sensative on everything.
he will said im unreasonable.
he will ask me to be more understanding.
ok fine.

Monday, August 17, 2009

16aug sun
had a wonderful sunday with dear.

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he ignored me while i talking photo!

we went marina square to watch where got ghost.

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kinda funny.
okie lah.
=D

17aug mon
went for my dental appointment at 0915.
yup dr yeo advise me to remove my wisdom tooth.
argh~
my operation on 3sep 1130am.
hope dear can go with me.
(:
my mouth really hurts now.
i cant bite anything.
all i can do when i eat is just swallow.
hais.
im wondering y im so pitiful.
sobs..
):

Saturday, August 15, 2009

went jb to attend siti's and sani's wedding as i promised.
when the couple arrive.
siti look so gorgoeus!
they looked to nervous!
even when they smile looked to weird.
haas.

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(:

aft attended their wedding ceremony.
i went PC fair with them.
my first time gg to jb's PC fair.
their PC fair is 6times smaller then sg's!
lols.
but same its real packed!
i bought:
1 4gb kingston thumbdrive - RM28 (they call it pendrive in msia)
1 foldable/portable cooling fan - RM15
2 earpiece - RM15each (1 for me and 1 for dear)
i better get something back for dear if not i'll get naggings tat i spent so much.
=p
came back sg abt 7pm.
met dear.
den he brought me to bedok and had late dinner.
dear thanks for all ur plannings.
i really do look forward for OUR future.
love you!!
=DD

Friday, August 14, 2009

i have been watching lots of movies online recently.
=p

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the proposal

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harry potter and the half-blood prince

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the uninvited

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my sister's keeper

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i love you, beth cooper

enjoyed.
(:

Thursday, August 13, 2009

well again i asked myself?
y am i so busy?
y am i continously 5days and only entitle 1off day?
isn't it suppose to be normal working style?
perhaps im so used to work 3days den off 2days le ba.
hey i really miss those days!!
can i choose to go back?!

6aug thu
went hiring at redhill.
met faridah!
so happy.
had been yrs ever i last met her ba.
aft hiring met nina at city hall mrt.
went ttsh to visit junaina.
this time coz of her kidney tats y admit to ttsh.

8aug sat
finally my first off day of the week.
went jb with dear.
i drove over there.
we went shopping there.
had dinner there.
and wat boils me up is..
we quarrelled over there.
till i was so angry.
believe me.
if tat point of time we're not at jb.
i'll walk off frm where i was.
argh~!!
okie forget it dont talk abt it le.
anw we're fine le.
(:

9aug sun
happy 44th birthday!!
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!
tats not the point.
wat i wana share is.
perhaps tats the HAPPIEST day working ever since i transferred to centrepoint ba.
coz i was attached back to marina.
although it was really so damn busy.
but we dont feel the busy-ness.
although we all were tired.
but we dont feel the tired-ness.
perhaps its the fun of working.
yup.
its really totally different.
i dont feel wat i felt at marina at centrepoint.
hais wat to do.
i had been complaining for 3mths le.
but life still goes on lah ahh...
anw..
teresa asked me to sign on 3days at marina for the coming F1.
-_-
i forget to tell her might as well transfer me back to marina.
so if got events i'll always be there!
(:

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look at our stylesh red-white hair!
lols!!
=D

when will i smile as how i smiled in the pic at work again?

i wana enjoy myself to the fullest during these 3days.
yup im not working.
im on leave.
(:

my wisdom tooth is giving problem.
might need to pluck it off.
argh~

Wednesday, August 05, 2009

we are really not wat we are in the past le ba.
i salute u tat u can treat as if u dont noe me.
fine.
perhaps thank you once being my GOOD friend.

i really feel damn tired working at centrepoint.
not like in the past working at kallang and marina.
i wont feel the tired no matter how many hrs i worked.
coz there are alot friends ard me.
now at centrepoint.
worked 1 shift like wana die liao.
go home on the dot.
dont feel like staying any longer.
hais.

missing those days at kallang.
missing those days at marina.
hating these days at centrepoint!!!

feeling so depress these few days.
like gonna have depression soon.
thanks jie organising a random dinner.
gave me a chance to L-O-L.
felt better aft laughing.
sounds funny.
but its true.
(:

Monday, August 03, 2009

who are we?
wat are we?
why things turn out to be like this?
how i wish we were wat we are in the past.
im so vexed.
hais.

Sunday, August 02, 2009

hais y am i so busy.
im tired.
my entertainment times with my friends dropped tremendously.
dont ever dare to dream abt shopping.
my dictionary now contains only 2 words.
"work" and "home"
but anw i need to be at home more often le ba.
need to take care of my mother le.
but still.
im able to spend fair bit of time with my dear.
perhaps tat the only reason tat pull me thru.

Monday, July 13, 2009

im back!
haas.

18june thu
went for movie day at vivomax.
we watched monster vs aliens.

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fadz``miee``james``ronald

27june sat
went jb to attend siti's and sani's wedding ceremony.
and oso faliq's engagement.
imagine went 4houses for the whole afternoon.
den at night i still need to work graveyard.
tired!!

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siti and sani (:

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faliq and niena (:

felt so happy for the 2 couples.

3july fri
happy 22nd bdae to luvina aka si jie!!
but still cant get a time to have dinner.
hmm..
anw..
i went dbl o tat day.
well im being forced to?
or being influenced to?
haas.

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8 of us.
we ordered 18shots
i took 4 of it.
(:
fun being out them!

8july thu
went back KL.
at the same time changed a new hairstyle.

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comments pls!!
how is it?!?
=p

recently seems like life is so down for me.
hope i will get better soon.
(:

my goondu friend got terminated.
hais.
so worried abt for future plans.
hmm...

when one is drunk.
is it true tat their words are true?
whatever it is.
i will always rmb wat u said that that night.
although i found it funny.
but i chose to believe u..my friend.
=p

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

HAPPY BDAE JUNE SAN JIE!!!
=D

reached work abt 9am.
did crew schedule.
hais headache!!
louise came and did training for new product.
and talked to me abt schedule.
she told me alot..aLot..ALOT...
now i noe where i stand le.
hais.
felt so sux!!
why wHy WhY WHY?!?!?!
i feel like sharing with someone my heartpain-ness.
but who?
i used to have a good listener and counsellor.
now seems like we're far apart.
hais~
):

y isn't my life tat not successfully?
im really tired of falling.
when can i enjoy my life?
is 'xian ku hou tian' really true?
i hope so.

tired suet~
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xiu's 22nd bdae celebration.
timbre @ mt sophia.
(:

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june's 22nd bdae celebration.
timbre @ substation.
(:

Monday, June 15, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIREN!!
=D

worked at 1130 to 2030.
as usual tat busy.
im just worry abt my d day tmr.
saw the request book so many crews request.
hais sians~
):

finished work at 2030.
had dinner.
fried rice by one of the aunty.
den went to srg to look for dear to pass him his mp3.
he left it in my bag on sat and he forget to get it back.
felt so great and diff talking to him just now.
but happy times cant last long.
he gtg to work and cant talk to me any longer.
hais.

plans seems like spoilt.
i dont noe wat to do.
u said im selfish.
but do u ever stand in my shoes and think if i were u?
or am i really tat selfish?
hais i really dont noe wat to do lah!!
argh~!!!
):
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mcdonald's crew rally 2009.
look how much fun we had!
we are really tired cheering and shouting..
but still look at our smiles and laughter!
we enjoyed~
we LOVE crew rally!
=D

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my second hiking trip with jies.
ya we took more photos at lor chuan train station while waiting for iris getting xiu's dress.
lols.
=D
photos taken on my poly gathering (:

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airen and miee

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michelle``airen``miee

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boon..michelle..airen..miee

when will we meet up again?
(:

Sunday, June 14, 2009

another tired day..

woke up ard 1pm.
suppose to meet iris at 4pm at town to shop for present.
ps: sorry june and xiu tat i lied to the both of u!! =x
ended up we met at 515pm.
haas.
fast fast shop for present.
den meet june and xiu at 630pm at city hall.
den we walked over to timbre @ sunstation.
den shin joined us later.
had dinner.
tot there's live band.
but it starts at 1030pm.
so we're not gg to wait for it.
left ard 9pm.
parted.
glad that both of u love the pressie.
must see the both of u use it when the next time we meet wor!
=D

hmm.
dont feel like gg home tat early.
went marina to visit my lovely crews.
haas.
they were so busy due to the IT fair.
lucky im not working.
tired to die!!
lols.
slacked and talked to them awhile.
siti invited me to her ROM with sani.
she told me im the first one she invite!!
wah im so honoured!
=D
she said she paiseh to invite the rest.
i told her paiseh for wat!
haas.
and its at jb lor.
-_-
but for sure i'll be there de.
and on the same day faliq engaging too.
my god~
and im working freaking graveyard tat day.
argh~
think tat day i'll be damn tired.
hais.
i tell them next time their wedding ceremony inform me earlier lah.
i can request for off.
den i dont need rush here and there to work or wat.
hmm.
den i went home ard 11plus.
tgt with fizah citra and astrid.
missed working with them.
missed those times laughing with them.
got afew times i really got the eage to transfer back.
hais.
but i noe its not possible de lah.
):
reached home abt 12plus.

bathed.
blogged.
photos will upload other day.
=x
gg to slp le.
im tired le.
nights all~
(:

Saturday, June 13, 2009

back home aft one whole day out.
dear came and fetch me abt 1pm.
had my breakfast-cum-lunch with dear ard 330pm.
den we went to somewhere near bugis.
he bought his stuffs.
den we head towards PC fair @ suntec!
omg~
carpark was so damn full.
ya my dear drove not ride today.
hees.
=p
sth bad happened in the carpark.
hais.
anw finally found a carpark lot aft turning lots of rounds.
dear kept on thinking abt the incident happened in the carpark.
kind of like ignored me.
or im too sensative?
hais i dunno lah.
i just know tat im not happy le.
watever it is.
we still went to the PC fair lah.
was so damn lot of ppl.
lazy to ''shop'' ard.
we straight walked to the lenovo.
ya i was saying i wana get the pink one right..
but there no promo for the pink one!!
argh~
got the white one instead.
$599 with free portable dvd player and upgrade to 2GB ram.
im the last 3rd customer for this promotion!!
phew~
paid and claimed.
left~
by the time its alr 7pm.
dear brought me to his friend's workplace for dinner.
botak jones.
not bad.
i love their side dishes.
spicy fries and cheesy potato.
yummy~
=D
aft dinner abt 9plus.
went to our usual place at kallang.
den dear sent me home ard 1am.

am i too much?
or are u too much?
am i not understanding?
or are u not understanding?
sometimes im really tired...
hais.
how?
wat to do?
wat can i do?
heartache~

anw.
just received msg from haffis saying tat he met in an accident few days back.
i tot it might be serious and he's hopitalied or wat.
so i asked him where's he.
he can tell me he's at newton.
-_-
bandage all ard and limping all the way still limp to newton.
win liao..

Friday, June 12, 2009

back from work.
tired~
down crews like hell.
freaking crews with attitude problems.
argh~
bth!
-_-
somemore jane mc.
coz her son sick.
she wont feel paiseh mah?
wee got to come back on his off day to cover her shift?
at marina got one.
came over to centrepoint oso got other one.
aiyo~
headache...
finished work at 830pm.
actually i wana go over to marina de.
but kept on calling them but no one bother to ans my calls.
so sad.
ya coz they are damn busy with the IT fair lah.
so i went off ard 930pm plus lor.
was msging iris in bus on my way home.
one of her msg made me laughed to myself!!
omg~
i think if there's ppl who saw it must tot tat im crazy to laugh at my hp!!
-_-
lols.

YESS AHH!!!
sat and sun off!!!
=DD
tmr gg to PC fair to get laptop!
lenovo ideapad s10 pink~
yes tats wat im gg to get tmr!
(:
cant wait!!
and im selling my this present laptop to faliq @ 400bucks.
=p
tmr gg to spend my day with my dear.
and sun gg spend my day with my sis.
im really excited and looking forward to my lovely weekends!!
=D

Thursday, June 11, 2009

26may tue
my off day~
met up my poly friends!!
kailin aka my airen!!
michelle!!
and ah boon!!
yup the 4 of us again.
haas.
still rmb our last gathering is oso the 4 of us.
this time round oso the same.
we met at bishan j8 and we had dinner at fish market.
aft dinner shopped ard.
den i went to ecp to meet haffis and faliq ard 9plus.
but when i reached ecp.
i saw faliq there only.
i asked where's haffis?
faliq said he got sth on.
will join us later ard 11pm.
den 11pm le.
he's still havent appear.
i kept on msg and call him.
no response.
no ans.
HE PUT AEROPLANE ON US!!!
wtf lor.
i was so damn angry with him!!!
we went home aft tat.

27may wed
worked closing.
but got management meeting at 3pm.
my first meeting at centrepoint.
(:
aft meeting den went for dinner.
we went to holiday inn hotel for buffet.
aft buffet went back to work abt 10pm.
faliq is there for attachment.
i told him tat haffis still nv call or msg me.
so i tried to call him.
his hp is off.
-_-
hais.
really heart pain to have a friend like him.

28may thu
worked closing again.
wanted to ask fizah out aft work but no reply from her.
forget it.
tat day siti msged me!!
im shocked and touched!!
she still rmb me.
(:

29may fri
worked graveyard.
my 5th graveyard for the mth!!
-_-
drop by marina b4 gg work.
missed them!!
):
guess who msged me?!
renne!!
hees!
im being missed by them!
=P
sasi called me too.
and oso msged me asking for haffis num.
i gave.
i told her if ever haffis replied informed me.
in the end.
haffis oso nv ans her calls or reply her msg.
thanks friend.
for tat moment of time i really felt so wasted y i treat u as my good friend?!?!
hais!

30may sat
off~
stayed at home and slept the whole day.
=D

31may sun
met xiu june and iris 8am at macritche reservoir for hiking.
although its not a very pleasent one.
but i still appreciate.
(:
went bishan for breakfast aft hiking.
went home aft breakfast.
den went to meet dear.
we went to yishun and watched 'night at the museum 2'
aft movie we went amk hub and had mos burger for dinner.
dear sent me home aft dinner.
(:

1jun mon
worked 1130 to 2030.
took over crew scheduling.
the most stress task.
but i noe the motive of louise y she wan me to take over.
she's expecting to to perform den she can fast fast push me to the next level.
coz i ever talked to her tat yes im working hard and trying my best to get the next level.
hope i'll get my goal and target soon.
(:
and oso i gave my good friend haffis a last chance.
i called him aft worked.
i still rmb i called him at 2112.
coz it my bdae!!
just so co-incidence.
not purposely.
but still he nv ans my call.
i was thinking if he ans my call tat night.
i might forgive him.
but..
hais..
wat a friend...

2jun tue
worked 1130 to 2030 to do my crew schedule.
but i went off at 8pm to meet fizah at marina.
to my surprise.
faliq told me tat haffis call him up.
faliq told him tat im damn angry with him.
he still got the cheek to ask faliq wat can he do so tat i'll not angry with him.
ya lahh u think its easy lahh ahh haffis!!!
ARGH FREAK FRIEND!!!
anw fizah and me went boon keng for dinner.
at the same time we discuss wat shld all of us wear for the crew rally the next day!!
excited!!
=DD

3jun wed
CREW RALLY 2009!!!
reached store at 0830.
met louise had breakfast and she talked to me abt the crew schedule.
den we board the bus at 11am.
tgt with ps and park.
went to our destination at jurong sports hall.
reached there.
my first aim is to look for fizah and fadz.
faliq and manchot are late.
when the programme starts.
for no reason im part of the cheer leading.
got zuria sandra and fadz.
so high.
so happy!
and another for no reason ramah chose me as 1 of the south zone dancer.
ya i've got to dance on the stage!
first time in my whole life!!
and we the south zone dancers got first!!
which resulting south zone is the ultimate winner!!!
YES!!!
=DD
i really enjoyed myself.
who says crew rally is boring?
all of u are wrong!
crew rally is so damn fun!
cant wait for another crew rally.
which is 2yrs later!
=D
aft crew rally.
went sentosa.
me fizah fadz faliq and manchot.
faliq drive into sg.
he drove from jurong to sentosa.
otw to sentosa..
to my surprise!
HAFFIS MSGED ME!!!
i told those who in the car.
ya i ignored his msg nv reply him.
we reached sentosa..
went to swim at palawan beach.
swim awhile and got up abt 8pm.
had a bath and we went to boon keng for dinner.
during dinner.
haffis called faliq told him tat i nv reply his msg.
faliq told him ya lah coz im very angry with him.
anw my throat gg to sore as i cheered too much during the rally.
aft dinner went mustafa for shopping.
when we were at mustafa.
im like mood-less.
perhaps im too tired le and having sore throat le.
sians~
went home aft shopping at mustafa...

4jun thu
worked 1130 to 2030.
working with totally no voice.
my goodness~
hais so no mood...
):
went off from work abt 9pm.
otw home in the bus met saniyah.
den called up fizah and we met again at boon keng.
had dinner there again.
3days in a row.
haas.
had difficulty talking to them.
coz i got no voice!
argh~!!
dear is unhappy with me coz i go out with them too often...
hais...~!
):

5jun fri
worked 1400 to 2300.
went home aft work.
im tired.
wana get more rest.
dear nv call me.
i called him.
he's still angry with me.
hais.
):

6jun sat
worked graveyard.
msn with HAFFIS!!!
he told me he's sorry and everything.
i told him tat im damn angry with him!!!
ya he like said thousands and one sorry to me.
later in the night faliq called me to talked abt haffis.
haas.
to forgive or not?
anw met my sis to celebrate xiu er jie bdae.
at timbre @ old school.
attendance: 6/7 or 6/8?
(:
went to work aft dinner.
im so sad tat dear still angry with me.
hais.
but surprisingly.
dear msg me abt 5am asking for meet up!
hees.
=p

7june sun
HAPPY 22ND BDAE XIU ER JIE!!!
(:
met dear.
had breakfast.
den dear brought me to jb.
and let me drive there.
to practice my driving there.
lols.
he brought me places to places.
shopping and looking ard.
spent 1 whole day at jb.
had dinner and came back sg.
but the feeling is so different.
its the feeling that i dont wish to feel.
actually im not happy while im at jb.
he seems like dunno.
hais.
sads.
heartpain.
reached home.
i cried.
i sent him a 5pgs sms.
he called me back.
felt so much better aft telling him how i felt.
felt better aft talking to him.
felt better aft confronted him.
dear i love you!

8jun mon
worked 1130 to 2030.
did my crew schedule.
went home abt 9pm.

9jun tue
worked opening @ 0630.
went off fast fast aft work abt 4pm.
met fadz for gelare waffle!
hees.
missing my good friend.
missing those days we had gelare waffle tgt.
):
went home aft had waffle with fadz.
reached home had a bath.
went out to meet fizah and saniyah at boon keng for chit chat session.
and had a little supper.
haas.
we chat till missed our last bus.
took cab home lor.
reached home abt 1am.
=x

10jun wed
worked closing.
nth big hapen ba.
went home aft work lor.

11jun thu
today!!
haas.
off not working..
met saniyah out for shopping.
we went to marina square!
went and chat with 1 of my regular customer there.
not only missing my crews.
i missed my regular customers too.
ya oso went back to store to visit the crews oso.
but they are busy.
so nv talked much.
anw i got stuffs from body shop!
(:
den we walked over to suntec for IT fair.
alr target and noe which laptop im gg to get le.
gg there again on sat with dear den i get it.
just on the phone with dear.
he said he'll spon me part of my laptop!!
hees.
love u my dear!
=p
anw i dont like the mth of june every yr.
i'll always broke on june.
and im gg to get laptop somemore.
argh~
luckily got a little pay increment.
and the government is giving money end of june.
at least can cover back my spendings.
phew~
=x

Monday, May 25, 2009

supposed to meet shu fang auntie 11am at hougang.
but i overslept~!!
i woke up at 11 instead!!
ohh my guanyinma~!!
had a quick bath and rushed to hougang for the facial.
reached abt 1215.
had my facial at 1230.
which last for abt an hour.
kind of relaxing.
i like it!
(:
one i hate is the oart which she squeeze out my black and white heads.
its so damn freaking PAINFUL~!!!!
ohh my guanyinma~
i nearly burst out into tears!!
bth lor..
-_-
aft facial i really feel my face much smoother and softer.
(:
but when i look into the mirror.
my face is full of red spots!
is results of all the squeezing!!!
-_-
anw i still loviee the facial i had.
=D

went bugis pai pai aft tat
(:

met my mum ard 530pm at aljunied.
den went nuh to see my cousin.
left ard 7plus.
had bak kut teh for dinner.
reached home abt 930pm.

goodnight.com
(: